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    Friday, December 22nd, 2006
    8:53 pm
    I want to go HOME!!
    Michigan is NOT my home anymore. I have known this for quite some time but i have confirmed it today.   Im not comfortable here, i dont feel welcomed here, i feel like im treated as a child here, and i HATE it.  Im not  what i was before i went to college and people need to realize that. I cant act how I want to act/ how i really am because YOU WONT LET ME.  you are forcing me to be something im not, to be something that i once was, to be something that YOU see as childish, to be something i HATE. you dont know who i am because you have never seen the real me. you have only seen the representation of what you have made me to be in your presence. but guess what! that is not who i am. i am different. i am mature (even if you think im not), i can take care of myself without ANY of your help (tho you seem to beg the differ), but to do all of this i need my space. i need a place where i can be me and not feel criticized. where i can relax and feel comfortable to act the way i feel and not passive agressively show you that im not happy. but i cant change until you change. (yes i know this seems like im blaming you for the way i am, but have you ever been in a situation for all of you life, treated one way, and then given a chance to escape that, only to be forced back into unwillingly???????)
    Saturday, December 9th, 2006
    5:28 pm
    sick
    So i have made it almost a WHOLE semester without getting sick and all of a sudden with a week left of school I'm coughing so bad that I can't sleep at night.... This really and truly sucks. but on a lighter, more happy note, I will be home in ONE WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Isn't that AMAZING. i fell like i have been here for sooooo long and NOW i will be home for over a month. its intense. I'm really excited.

    mini-update:
    Dec. 2nd - Came home for my uncle's wedding and danced the night away!!
    Dec. 4th - my 18 1/2 birthday!!!!!
    Dec. 7th - Michael turned 20!!!! he is such an old foggie now!! jk
    Dec. 8th - Michael and I's 2 and a half year anniversary.... has it really been THAT long???
    - First dance performance
    Dec. 9th - 2 dance performances "YAY DUNCAN!!"




    so as you may have noticed, I really dont use this all that much anymore, so if you REALLY want to know the scope about what's going on in my life, then either friend me on myspace or on facebook (if applicable). You know my name so it shouldn't be that hard to find me.







    FYI: im procrastinating right now instead of writing my english paper!!

    Current Mood: thirsty
    Thursday, November 9th, 2006
    6:58 pm
    flashback
    Okay so what do you do when a part of your life that you left behind reemerges out of thin air. When all of a sudden your life feels on track and then this thing appears and pulls you spiraling back down to the abyss you once escaped from? To use a Platonic reference: Why, once i have achieved my sense of bliss and enlightenment, does some outside source have the ability to pull back to the cave from which i fled? NOTHING should have that power over anyone. Nothing should stop you from being who you have always dreamt of being. nothing should have that kind of untouchable supremecy that it it can stop your blissful day in its tracks, causing you to sit and ponder what to do about the situtation. Granted, no one should constantly be living the high horse but its one thing to give them a fright, its another thing to cause them to go flying off into the dreariness of experiences less remembered.

    So as i was saying, what should one do when presented with this sort of a situation? Should they let life go on and act as if it never happened? OR should they look this experience in the eye and say "i have had enough of you this is officially over"?







    The things that causes one to ponder
    Sunday, October 15th, 2006
    12:15 am
    WOO

    YAY!!!!!

    So guess what?! in approxiamtly 5 days my dearest Michael John Vilag will be HERE!! Fina-Freakin-ly!!!  Im so excited!!!!! And the Friday that he will get here is "Study Day" which means that i dont have ANY classes and i can try to get all of my work done BEFORE he gets here!!!! woohooo im sooooooooooooo happy.

    So yeah this weekend is parents weekend and it is quite interesting.  I love my parents and all but it feels like i have to baby sit them because they dont know their way around campus. Now this would not have been a horrible thing if my shin splints had healed properly. Apparently they didnt because right now they hurt like HECK! and Mary told me that i probably shouldnt dance for ANOTHER week!! are these ppl TRYING to kill me!?!??!?! I cant not dance!!! This is making me NUTS. I missed a performance today because of my leg and i probably wont be able to perform next weekend either. So who knows when i will actually be able to dance again which really sucks! Esp seeing as i plan on joining the Thoroughbred Dance Starz which is Skidmore's unofficial hip-hop/r&b dance team (yeah i know the name is lame but they can dance!!) So anyways they plan on competing in Feb which wouldnt be bed besides the fact that they have to start working on the routines NOW inorder to have them perfected so they can tape them and send in the audition tape in early Dec. Do yeah the minor dilemmas of my life.


    Besides that Skidmore is AWEsOME! i Iove it a lot and the people are really nice (well except for a certain population of ppl but we wont go there and i expected that) So yeah minus the injury life has been fun. Its going by soooo fast. i have midterms in less then 2 weeks!!! AHHHH so yeah i better get back to writing that good ole' english paper (which was technically due this past friday but because skidmore is sweet and had 3 blackouts on wed my professor pushed it back til this upcoming monday!!!)








    Quote of the day:

    "Creative thought matters, but so does electricity!"



    Current Mood: relaxed
    Wednesday, October 4th, 2006
    11:23 pm
    I am in such a state of discontent right now and i dont know what to do with myself.  Im not happy but im not sad, im not glad, im not mad, im just BLAH.  I am not bored yet im not busy enough to keep myself occupied.  Im not busy but i feel like i dont have time to get everything done.  And the only thing that i want to do i CANT do. My means of relaxation and claming are GONE. i cant do what i love to do anymore. i cant BE where i want to BE anymore.   I have one desire right now and i cannot do it.  Lord im so distraught at the moment and i dont know what to do.   I just want to be where i feel comfortable and i am capable of being comforted. there is only one place in mind and for now that is where it will have to remain; in my mind.  Its not ideal but it is something that i will have to Deal with until i am presented with the opportunity to change it.

    Current Mood: discontent
    Tuesday, August 15th, 2006
    6:37 pm
    WOOHOO!!
    Who is going to an Ivy League College?!?!  That would be ME!! MSNBC just named skidmore one of the 25 NEW elite Ivy League schools! Now how in 
    the heck did i get into this school is the question??? http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/14325172/site/newsweek/page/11



    So enough about my school and more about me... 

    Lets see, I have been working my tushy off all summer but i have still managed to cause a ruckus.  Mid July i went up North with Michael, Scla, Katrina and Jory and had a BLAST!! we rented a pontoon boat and played countless hours of board games/card games/video games. The weekend after that i went to Chicago with Sammie for the Kehe food show (a fancy way of saying we walked around and shoved our faces with food all day!!) We went shopping, went to Navy Peir, overall had a blast.

    Starting August i have been hanging out with alot of ppl, going to movies, musicals and game nights.  I have also managed to spend quite a bit of my time with Michael even tho we have both been working 5 to 6 days a week.  Last tuesday we ended up playing 18 holes of golf!! i did great seeing as i have only really been golfing 4 times. I got a 72 on the front nine and a 64 on the back nine!!!!! Michael did pretty good too, seeing as he said he was going to do horribly because as he hadn't golfed in years. He helped me out and put up with my whining seeing as my back hurt (and then my shoulder blade from swinging the club so many times. we didnt count whifs as strokes!!! If we did i would have had 130 on the front and 115 on the back!!!!)

    So i have 2 weeks exactly until i leave for good ole' Skidmore. I finally found out my roommates on Friday. yes you read that correctly, roommateS; plural.
    Elena is from Boston and Hayley is from LA.  and somehow all three of us are going to try to fit all of our stuff into a double room that we have never seen  before and share a bathroom with possibly 3 more girls!! YIKES oh well thats what college is all about. I have been trying to pack my stuff so i can figure out what i still need to get, and i have been washing all of my towels and sheets so they are clean when i get there seeing as it costs $.75 everytime i use the washer or dryer. 

    If you are reading this then i really hope you will come to my Going Away party on August 27th. that will be the Sunday before i ship out to school. it will be at my house so if you need directions just leave me a message OR im me.  We will say that it starts at 5 but it doesnt really matter what time you show up. no one works on monday so its safe to say that it might go late.



    Current Mood: chipper
    Friday, June 30th, 2006
    11:40 pm
    well today was the Woodhaven and Wyandote fireworks. I planned on going to see them but it seems that nothing i plan ever goes... as planned. my grandparents stopped by which put a damper on the situation. although they did drop off my dance pics and boy do i have to say i look hot in my jazz pic!!  Anyways, i decided that i was going to try and watch the fireworks from my deck but that clearly wasnt going to happen because all of my neighbors have HUge trees. so then i said screw this i am going to drive to walmart and watch them there. The plan was to go by myself (well with Oreo, my cat) in order to clear my head BUT of course that wasnt going to happen. Once my mom found out i was going to watch the fireworks she asked if i wanted her to come??! now why would i want that?? anyways i said "whatever but im leaving NOW!" so as i go out to my car and start it up all of a sudden my mom comes running out of the house with purse in hand as giddy as can be to see the fireworks. The woodhaven fireworks werent all that exciting but then again i was frequently interrupted by un wanted commentary.  Then on the way home we got stuck by a train for 25 min!! yay the akward silence, though i do have to  say that cat was very entertaining at this point in time seeing as she wasnt hiding from the big boom of the fireworks. 

    Well now im home and i still have not packed to go up north.  i leave at 8 in the morning and im supposed to help pack up the car but im still not even ready. i havent packed at all and right now i dont even know if i want to go. I was soo excited for this trip because it would be the well deserved break that i need seeing as i havent had any type of vaca since maybe last summer when i went to Australia!! But the more i think about going up north the more i think about forced quality time with my parents, and the fact that my big trip that i was planning for this summer is a complete bust. the main ppl that i wanted to go  (aside from 2) are not going at all even tho this trip was planned for them. it just doesnt seem as exciting anymore because i dont know what we are actaully going to do  up there, or if the ppl goign are actaully going to have fun.  I know it will be a blast but i just can handle another great experience  going down the drain again.  At this point in time, even though i LOVE planning events, parties, get togethers, whatever you wanna call them, i doubt i will ever plan another one this summer, next summer, or any time in the near future because im tired of it blowing up in my face. 



    On a sad note, Sadie the 9 year old Golden Retriever passed away this morning. Im really going to miss her even tho i didnt get to see her that much lately.



    On a brighter note, i got my class schedule:

    Ballet I -  M/W  (8:40-10:00am)
    Scribner Seminar: 
       Human Dilemmas - M  (1:25 - 2:30pm)
                                          - Tu/Th (11:10- 12:30pm)
    English  - M/W/F (12:20- 1:15pm)
    Intro to Psychology -  Tu/Th  (12:40-2:00pm)
    Improvisation I - Tu/Th  (2:10-3:30)
    Wednesday, June 14th, 2006
    10:05 pm
    Well guess what everybody!? if you didnt already know, i have pneumonia!!!! woohoo i swear to god it has to be the wimpiest pneumonia i have ever heard of.  I feel perfectly fine aside from the fact that my medicine puts me to sleep, makes me dizzy and i am highly sensitive to light. But if it wasnt for the medicine i would feel "fantastic!" ( i have been told i say that alot!) 

    So update. lets see. Janet's recital was last saturday. it went pretty well minus the fact that i screwed up my feet durign the tap number but it wasnt really that noticable because i had a huge corny smile on my face. and then during hip hop i had a minor wardrobe malfunction and my belt started to fall down past my butt (smart me told all of the other girls to pin on their belts but i forgot to listen to my own advice!!!)  The tap went great. i still fudged one of the steps but thats because i never really learned how to do it!!! lol  Anyways, moving on. That night we went out to Sportsmans Den and well lets just say there were alot of scary old people (for example, the drunk old man that wanted to dance with me, the 40 year old man i gym shorts dancing with the 70 year old lady, the older couple by our table that kept molesting each other and the the scizophrenic lady!!!) and then there was the really cute matching old people and Elvis (who according to Michael was cheacking me out. woohoo!!) lol  Sunday i hit up a bunch of grad parties, Beauman's, Michael's friend Sarah's and Rivas's who i showed up 45 min late because i didnt know it ended at 7 because he never wrote that on the invites. 

    Then the funday was MONDAY!! that was the day i woke up and had a panic attack, was taken to the hospital only to be informed that i had pneumonia!! The one plus about that was that i got 2 days off of work.  But it sucked because the meds that they put me on made me to sleepy to fully participate in my exciting PUtt PUTtt extravaganza that i planned for later that night. 

    Oh well. Now i am stuck at hoem because i am sick and my parents keep bpthering me to clean my room which pisses me off because when i am told to do something i am highly unlikely to get it done!!!! (did i mention that one of the side effects of my medication was that it makes me cranky!! woohoo i apologize in advance to anyone i snap at for no reason because i still have 7 more days on this med and i really cannot control myself!!!)

    But yeah, if you didn't know already This Saturday is my graduation party and if you are reading this journal then you are obviously invited.  If you do not know how to get to my house then just text me on aim (CorissaBL648).




    ~Oh yeah and last thursday was Michael and I's 2 year anniversary and it was "FANTASTIC!!!" we went to erie metro park and played in the rain and picniced. it was a day i will never forget!!! (i wonder if it even caused my pneumonia seeing as we did get soaking wet from the down pouring rain!! lol )~

         
          
    Sunday, June 4th, 2006
    9:50 am
    It's my Birthday!!!!!
    Happy Birthday to me
    Happy Birthday to me
    Happy Birthday to MMEEEEE
    Happy Birthday to me!!

    Wooooo!!
    well my b-day started out fantastic and i hope it continues like that. After Greg's party yesterday, me Katie and Rivas all went back to Katie's house and listened to 90's music and then at exactly 12:00 they lit me a candle and sang happy b-day to me!! (well actually i lit the candle because Rivas kept burning his fingers!!! lol FYI: that was the first time i successfully lit a match!!) It was tons of fun and i wouldn't have wanted to start my 18th b-day off any other way!!

    Current Mood: chipper
    Friday, June 2nd, 2006
    4:08 pm
    It's over!!

    The time has come where we are all forced to say goodbye to everything that we held near and dear to our hearts. Our last summer, the one just before we go off to become influential people in society and to earn higher educations.  The summer that is so full of graduation parties where we say farewell to old friends, and work to raise enough money to fund for our future educations. There is no time to really sit back and realize, "Hey guess what! Im no longer a child, i now possess the ability to not only think and act for myself, but now i hold the responsibility to take care of myself without the help of others."  This summer is going to go by with so much planning and working that it will all seem like just a blur, unable to distinguish one day from the next, hoping and praying that this will be a summer never to be forgotten.  

    But the sad realization comes down to this. After this summer,everything that we once knew will be gone and in return we will have the opportunity to experience some of the greatest times of our lives.  We may not see some of our oldest friends again, but in return we will make new friends (not to take the place of the old, but to be there by your side in times of need and times of fun).  We may be leaving behind friends and memories that are impossible to replace but remember this, you will never be dealt a hand that you cannot manage and even tho something seems difficult at times you will always end up with your prize in the end. For some people that prize may be a college diploma, a Ph.D, a huge house, a spouse, a best friend for life, a travel opportunity that only occurs once in a lifetime.  What ever your prize may be, in the end as long as you strive to be your best you will ultimately achieve greatness.


    Im  not trying to sound philosophical, these are just my thoughts. comment, critique, do as you wish.



    Current Mood: nostalgic
    Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
    5:54 pm
    Yesterday was interesting. Last night i went over to Stephanie Webs house and went swimming with Michael, Heather, Stephanie, Matt, Ashley and Josh. It was fun but i ended up with about 10 mosquito bites by the end of the night.  Today has been pretty relaxing. I woke up late, ate a tasty breakfast and then lounged about until about 12:30. Then i ran up to chs to talk to ms macnamara about my grad speech. Came home after that and lounged around abit some more <sensing a pattern anyone?>  Then once my mom gets home, i decide to open the door for her because her hands were full and what does shadow do? He proceeds to run into the house and run across my foot, landing right on a mosquito bite that i forgot to put medicine on this morning.  Needless to say i broke into tears because it hurt so bad and by now the bite had grown from a smallpencil width to about the size of a quarter!! Now i have a slight gimp because my foot is completely swollen and burns like heck, and my mom expects me to go to some fancy foot party where i will be soaking my burning foot into hot water full of foot crystal thingys. yay <sarcasm>   Oh well i gotta go

    woohoo senior breakfast tomorrow morning!!
    Monday, May 29th, 2006
    4:26 pm
    hot
    well it is quite humid out today!! 

    Does ANYBODY want to go upnorth in July???  (dates Friday, July 21st - Monday July 24th)  As of right now the trip is cancelled because NOONE is going. i would like for there to be atleast 4 ppl going (the place can hold 8-10 comfortably) So if anyone wants to go give me a call on my cell (625-8888) or leave me a message on Aim (CorissaBL648).  I need to know by this weekend.

    ~the plan is no parents BUT if your parents are not comfortable with that then my mom will go also. 



    Sidenote:  Besides the minor setbacks, life has been pretty calm since the last day of school. I was sick on Friday so i had to call off work.  Saturday was my mom's B-day and i bought her an upside down clown cone from katie's corner. Sunday i cleaned and power washed the driveway, then took a shower and Michael cam over and we watched Derailed <very interesting>. Today i went graduation dress shopping and found tons of dresses but picked one eventually.
    Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
    3:59 pm
    wow
    do you ever just sit back and look at your life? see what you have done and how you have gotten where you are? You've come so far but then you look back and see what you have missed. i have missed parts of my life that i will never get back. all that time working, all that time studying and what do i get out of it? yeah im going to Skidmore,  my dream school, but as far as having a life, i have yet to experience that. Good grades dont get you squat in the real world. it takes friends and people close to you to help get you through things.  And now as im approaching graduation i fear that i dont have that many people to back me up in my life.  when life gives me lemons, i feel that ill be stuck drinking lemonade all by myself. i know its to late to make amends with anyone i have hurt or offended in any way but honestly i dont know what i did. is it the over achiever in me that is driving me away from my friends and loved ones? i just want one great summer before it is all too late and there is nothing left that i can do.


    i know these journals may seem depressing but its just how i feel at this moment in time. i write  down the things that make my upset in an attempt to get them off my chest and get over them. i dont necessarily have to time to write down the good stuff because im too busy experiencing it that i dont want to stop because who knows when it will end.
    Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006
    6:09 pm
    im sorry but i am sick and tired of sitting at home on my butt. is it soo hard to actually go out and do something for a change. I dont know maybe you just dont see me as a fun spontaneous type of person, but i am and i like doing things out of the blue for no apparent reason. im tired of planning things. i want to go and do something fun for a change.  is it too much to ask to play putt putt.  all you have to do is ask and i will gladly oblidge. i know my schedule can sometimes be busy but guess what everything is coming to an end.
    Tuesday, March 28th, 2006
    10:24 pm
    why
    i dont understand why people try to make me even more upset then i already am?!  I dont handle things very well and i admit that i have mood swings but the quicker you all f***ing get over it the better life will be!  i cant help it when im upset, frankly i cant control it at times, but if you back off and leave me alone for a few god damn minutes ill be fine again. its when you start antagonizing me that i go over the edge. so you've been warned if you push my buttons expect to get it right back at you 10 times worse because im sick of this BS!

    Current Mood: bitchy
    Monday, March 27th, 2006
    3:08 pm
    WOO Hoot!!
    I Got IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (woo Skidmore!!)


    JCS kicked my butt yesterday!!! i have 3 bruises per knee, one on my left foot, my right shoulder blade is out of place, my lower back is crocked and i cannot put any weight on my left leg because my knee is out of wack!!!!!! But i LOVE it!!! woohooo



    me soooo happy!!


    "Expect the worst, hope for the best, and in the end you will get excepted to skidmore!"

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Saturday, March 25th, 2006
    8:50 pm
    Ladies up in here tonight
    No fighting, no fighting
    We got the refugees up in here
    No fighting, no fighting

    Shakira, Shakira

    I never really knew that she could dance like this
    She makes a man wants to speak Spanish
    Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
    Shakira, Shakira

    Oh baby when you talk like that
    You make a woman go mad
    So be wise and keep on
    Reading the signs of my body

    And I'm on tonight
    You know my hips don't lie
    And I'm starting to feel it's right
    All the attraction, the tension
    Don't you see baby, this is perfection

    Hey Girl, I can see your body moving
    And it's driving me crazy
    And I didn't have the slightest idea
    Until I saw you dancing

    And when you walk up on the dance floor
    Nobody cannot ignore the way you move your body, girl
    And everything so unexpected - the way you right and left it
    So you can keep on taking it

    I never really knew that she could dance like this
    She makes a man want to speak Spanish
    Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
    Shakira, Shakira

    Oh baby when you talk like that
    You make a woman go mad
    So be wise and keep on
    Reading the signs of my body

    And I'm on tonight
    You know my hips don't lie
    And I am starting to feel you boy
    Come on lets go, real slow
    Don't you see baby asi es perfecto

    Oh I know I am on tonight my hips don't lie
    And I am starting to feel it's right
    All the attraction, the tension
    Don't you see baby, this is perfection
    Shakira, Shakira

    Oh boy, I can see your body moving
    Half animal, half man
    I don't, don't really know what I'm doing
    But you seem to have a plan
    My will and self restraint
    Have come to fail now, fail now
    See, I am doing what I can, but I can't so you know
    That's a bit too hard to explain

    Baila en la calle de noche
    Baila en la calle de día

    Baila en la calle de noche
    Baila en la calle de día

    I never really knew that she could dance like this
    She makes a man want to speak Spanish
    Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
    Shakira, Shakira

    Oh baby when you talk like that
    You know you got me hypnotized
    So be wise and keep on
    Reading the signs of my body

    Senorita, feel the conga, let me see you move like you come from Colombia

    Mira en Barranquilla se baila así, say it!
    Mira en Barranquilla se baila así

    Yeah
    She's so sexy every man's fantasy a refugee like me back with the Fugees from a 3rd world country
    I go back like when 'pac carried crates for Humpty Humpty
    I need a whole club dizzy
    Why the CIA wanna watch us?
    Colombians and Haitians
    I ain't guilty, it's a musical transaction
    No more do we snatch ropes
    Refugees run the seas 'cause we own our own boats

    I'm on tonight, my hips don't lie
    And I'm starting to feel you boy
    Come on let's go, real slow
    Baby, like this is perfecto

    Oh, you know I am on tonight and my hips don't lie
    And I am starting to feel it's right
    The attraction, the tension
    Baby, like this is perfection

    No fighting
    No fighting 




    ~This song is stuck in my head and i cant stop dancing to it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

    still nothing from skidmore.  : /

     Rehearsal for Murder was awesome everyone should go and see it!

    Current Mood: flirty
    Thursday, March 23rd, 2006
    10:27 pm
    dag nabbit
    i hit the wrong button therefore the end of that last quiz got screwed up and un intenitally posted!! 

    Well im excited, i caught up with old friends today that i havent seen in a good 3 or so years. I really miss them but im happy that i get to talk to them again.

    Still nothing from skidmore.... im not a very patient person but im suprising myself as to how calm i am about it at the time being.







    I've got some things on my mind but for now ill keep them to myself.

    Current Mood: nostalgic
    10:18 pm
    i love quizzes!
    Your Love Life Secrets Are

    Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

    You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.

    You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.

    In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.

    You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.


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    You're good at keeping your guy guessing
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    Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
    11:18 pm
    insomnia
    i swear to god that i am becoming an insomniac!! I used to be so exhausted from dance and work that i would pass out before 11 but here i am wide (humongous) awake!! I can't sleep or anything, so during the day i cannot focus on anything (which really sucks when im driving!!!)

    Still no update from Skidmore, hopefully i find out thursday or friday.

    For all of you who haven't already been informed!!!
    ~~ My Graduation party will be located at me house on Saturday, June 17th. Friends are welcome to show up from 6 til whenever (it starts at noon but thats when all of the family is going to be there seeing as there is no parking by my house and i have to schedule who shows up when.) But you are more then welcome to show up before 6 if need be.


    Riddle of the day -  

    What can run but never walks, 
    has a mouth but never talks, 
    has a head but never weeps, 
    has a bed but never sleeps?


    Current Mood: awake
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